Hello, my name is Linda. I am a 36 year old married white female. I’m 5ft. 6in. 135lbs., blond hair with blueish green eyes, most people say I’m attractive or cute, I have a figure of 36c 29 37. My husbands name is Jim and we have been married for fourteen years. During that time I have been fateful and very happy being married. I still am. (happy) About three years ago Jim and I were online looking at a few **** sites. It was the first time we had done this together. Surfing though the different sites, Jim entered a “Cuckold” site. What is that I asked. He smiled and said something he had heard about. We looked at it for awhile and Jim seem to be very interested and yes, excited. When we went to bed Jim was all over me. That’s how our pillow talk started. Over the last few years, Jim and I would role played. We would act like I was cheating on him and letting him find different things around the house. Phone numbers, fake notes, two glasses of wine mostly drinked.

I even picked up some cigarette butts and put them in a ashtray. About six months ago Jim went bowling with his friends and we were role playing before he left. Mostly him making comments like you better stay home and I’ll be home early. Well, I knew Jim would be home at 9:00 so I got a condom and put some sour cream in it and laid it at the foot of the bed. It was 8:50 and I jumped in the shower timing it perfectly. As I came out in a robe and towel, there was Jim sitting on the bed. Is there a reason you are taking a shower this early he said. Or perhaps you needed to get rid of the smell of sex as he lifted the condom to show me he found it. You forgot to get rid of the evidents he said. He grabbed me and pushed me down over the bed and pulled the robe up over my *** and said I deserve a spanking for cheating on him.

This was some thing totally new to our role play. He hit my *** with his hand and called me a ***** ! I raised my *** higher and he hit me again. I said yes I deserve this, and he hit me two more times but harder. Then Jim **** me saying how sorry he was about hitting me. I told him I liked it and he kept saying sorry and he won’t do that anymore. The following morning Jim started apologizing again about hitting me. I told him I enjoyed it and he didn’t need to feel bad about it. He looked surprised and said he just didn’t liked doing it. After Jim left for work I surfed the net. I type in “spankings” and D/s relationships popped up. I was wet with in minutes of reading the articles. The following weekend Jim and I were surfing the net about cuckold marriage’s and one article mentioned Craigslist. Jim said why don’t we run a ad and see what happens. I said okay thinking we would only read the mail and not really follow though with anything. I type the ad as “Husband and Wife pillow talk”. With in minutes replies started coming into my email box. We were very surprised ! This was in the early afternoon and I had to do some shopping. We logged off and later when I came home Jim was on the computer with a big smile on his face. I ask what was going on and he said he was reading some of the emails. He said he found some that he thought I would enjoy. After putting the grocery’s away he stated showing the emails to me. I was floored !!! Men were sending pictures of themselves and their ***** ! They were right to the point of wanting to **** me in front of Jim. Jim ask me which ones I would be interested in.

I said none because we are only role playing. That night as we went bed Jim kissed me and put his arms around me. He said Linda, I don’t want to role play anymore. I want you to **** another man but, still be my loving wife. Your kidding me of course I said. No, I really want another man to **** you. Not only another man but one that has a very large ****. We layed and talked for a long time. I agreed to read and answer some of the emails. To finish this confession, I will let you read some of, but not all of the emails. I hope you enjoy them. I wrote mostly to three men, Dan, Bruce, Jim, and I also wrote to Debbi, the one girl that also answered the ad. To: imsometimeslooking32 Hi there, was browsing through craigslist postings (looking for mine to show up) and saw yours. I’m not a bot, not a sales pitch, none of that. I just happen to be into the kinkier lifestyle myself. If you don’t have any luck here, you can always try www.collarme.com or www.fetlife.com. Seems like there are more people on collarme, but fetlife has forums and such that if you just wanted to talk and see how comfortable with it you are. Anyway, good luck with your search!! Debbi To: XXXXXXXX Debbi, Thank you so much for the information. I am being overwhelmed by emails with this ad. Yours caught my eye because it was so different. Are these two sites about cuckolding ? I’m very new at this and need to learn more I suppose. Again, thank you your time and any information you can give us. Linda To: imsometimeslooking32 Hi Linda! They are bdsm sites. Collarme is good for meeting/talking to a lot of people but you will get your share of crap messages. Fetlife is more you having to go out and find it. I personally have an account on both and like them for different reasons. I think Fetlife you would probably be able to read and interact more on the forums and learn more. Both sites are totally free.

I know when I started really exploring this I gained a lot of confidence and knowledge there. If you chose to join them, I’m xxxxx on collarme and xxxxxxxxxx on fetlife. I am more than happy to talk. I know it’s hard when you first start to explore. To: XXXXXXXX Debbi, You were right, things are confusing. I can not believe how many men answered our ad. To be honest, not many of them excite me. I did get one from a “Dom”. Most of them call themselves “Bulls”. Alot acted like they wanted to date me. I did write the “Dom” Dan- afew times, and now he wants me to answer this list. To: XXXXXXXX Debbi, Jim ‘my husband”, has picked two men for us to meet. We are only going to have coffee with each of them to see how they are in person. Jim is a white, 45 yr old from St Pete and Bruce is a black man from Tampa. I was surprised my husband was interested in meeting with Bruce. He said since I answered Dan’s list, and I put “maybe” about interracial sex. He said I should at least meet Bruce and see how things go. I have never been with a black guy. I just don’t know. Last but not least, we’re going to meet Dan-. I’m starting to think Jim is a little intimidated with Dan-. Me, I just think he’s sexy and very interesting. Kisses Linda To: imsometimeslooking32 Hi Linda! No, I checked my email from my phone and got sidetracked and never responded. My apologies. Have you met anyone yet? How is it going? To: XXXXXXXX Debbi, We met all three guys for a cup of coffee. Did you get my email about the three Jim had selected ? All of them were nice even Dan-, the “Dom”. Jim is wanting me to go out with Bruce. He is a very attractive black man but like I said, I’m not sure. Jim, the other guy.

I think we will say thanks but not thanks. To: imsometimeslooking32 Why don’t you know about going out with Bruce? What is your hesitation? To: XXXXXXXX I have never been with a black guy. He’s nice and he’s attractive. He ask if I would have a drink with him some evening without Jim being there. He said it would be more relaxing for me. Jim knows, Bruce said it right in front of him. Jim wants me to go and have fun. To: Linda Go have fun! It doesn’t mean that you have to go any further. And being with a black guy really isn’t much different. To: imsometimeslooking32 Oh, have you been with a black guy ? I’m just nervous that I won’t please him. He does have a very big **** if the picture he sent is his. Very thick !!! To: imsometimeslooking32 Yes I have. He was rather large so we had to go slower, but I enjoyed it. I loved this fuller lips on my body, he was a muscular man so having him around me and touching me felt amazing. To: XXXXXXXX I thought about the contrast of our skin. Bruce is very black, almost a shinning black. You know what I mean ? Anyhow I wonder what it would be like to be nude next to him. I just wrote Bruce a email and I call Jim. My husband is very excited.

Thank you and wish me luck. To: imsometimeslooking32 Have fun Linda and tell me all the details. Debbi To: XXXXXXXX Hi ! It was awesome ! I had a drink with Bruce Wednesday night. We met at Wet Willies in Channelside I am very sore today . : ) A good kind of sore if you know what I mean. He ask me about the other guys we had been talking too. When I told him about Dan, he got very excited about it. He walk me over to the parking structure across the street. He was on the first floor so he drove me up to my car on the third floor. He parked his car and pulled his **** out and ask me what I thought of it. I told him the truth. It was very big. Even larger than it looked in the pic he sent me.

He laughed and said I needed to learn the rules. I asked what rules. He said whenever he pulls his **** out, he expects to have it sucked on. I didn’t say anything and he reached over and pulled my head down to it. I sucked on him for five or so min’s with him telling me how he liked it. Not only was I sucking my first black ****, this was the first time sucking someone in public. I could hear people walking and talking in the structure. It was very, very hot ! He reached under my dress and touched my ***** saying it was very wet and did it want some **** ?

I stopped sucking him and said, yes. I followed him to his apartment. When we got there he showed me around and then he sit on the couch. I was thinking he was going to take me back to the bedroom. He pulled his **** out and ask if I remember the rule. I said yes and started to suck his **** again. In only a few min’s he told me to stand up and undress. As I undressed he removed his belt and layed it next to him. I was so ******* nervous my knees went week and I knew I couldn’t run away.

When I got my panties off he said to keep my hands to my sides and turn around. He then said he would teach me a position. He told to put my hands behind my neck and inter lace my fingers. He rubbed my butt and said it was made for a good spanking, He turned me around facing the couch then put one cushion on top of the other and layed his belt there. He grabbed my hands still locked behind my head and bent me over the arm of the couch onto the cushions. He said, whatever happens for me to keep my fingers lock behind my head, and is that understood. I said yes, and he smacked my *** and said,yes what ? I said, yes Sir. He smack it again and ask me how long I’ve been wanting this to happen. I said for a long time. He was using his hand and it started out slow at first. He said my *** was turning red and ask if it felt warm.

I said yes and he smacked it harder and quicker. He would hit one cheek and then the other. He stopped and ran his finger over my ***** and said, your still wet and that’s good. He picked up the belt near my head and layed it across my back. He said not to move and to stay in that position. The leather of the belt felt cool. I wonder where he went. He was only gone for a minute but seemed longer. He pulled the belt slowly from my back and said, now your going to count to ten. I want you to count slow and start with one now. I said one and felt the first string of his belt. It was much harder than his hand smacks and burned and strings alot. He said to stay in the position and to continue to count.

I hesitated and he said you are not getting up until you have counted to ten. I said 2 3 4 and felt the belt again. It was a very hard hit. He said now you will learn to follow my orders and start counting again. You will start with one. I said one and followed his commands. My *** was on fire and he said I could free my hands from the position. He put his **** close to my face and said to suck it in appreciation of getting spanked. I took his **** in my mouth and begin sucking him when I hear the click and the seen the flash.

He was taking pictures. I jumped back and said what are you doing ? He laugh and said taking a souveneir for Jim. He took my hand and said come on Linda, it’s time for me to show you a kinder side of me and lead me to his bedroom. He was slow and very tentative. I had three massive *******.! No one has ever done that to me.! It was awesome ! I’m “at” the Girl box.